restinpeace

the truth is i would have never made it to school had it not been for you.

that stupid test. the only thing i couldnt do too well was tie my shoes.

i was nervous and you saw that.

what took my mother weeks took you seconds

and there i was, tying my shoe like a pro.

and i made it into kindergarten.

we were always inseparable

it would be funny to see us today

maybe easier

perhaps i would be different

thus making that thought unimaginable

hmm..

oh and remember danie?  that girl was something else

we were so different and and yet so the same when we got to the middle

it was hard there on the hill that night near mountaintop

we were all born before our time

and you

the stars have never been so bright as they were that night

i guess it was a map

so i could burn the image into every thought

and never forget

i remembered the words you said to meeh

but when i felt your breath i was so lost

and nothing could lead meeh back

but i had to be there for her

and i was

im glad i was

but the one time i was late

was the only time that mattered

and i lost you both too soon

and too close together

and all the ways i need you now

i cant even begin to say

so now i live in the stars

just like you told meeh

when i need you 

its where i go

and though i find it near impossible to live with it

i want you two to rest in peace