i was too young and wish my memories could be erased
then i would feel differently
perhaps
these things were supposed to be special
to be sacred
and you took them from meeh
you who were supposed to be my protectorate
you were all i ever needed
and are everything i have ever hated
what did you see so
why did you look for it in meeh
it was a party for you
you invited onlookers
others to participate in the twisted festivities
like i was a carnival ride
do you know what you did to meeh
at times i wonder what you thought when you saw the blood
did it make it more exciting for you
how did you feel
i was your own flesh and blood
did you enjoy it
you murderer
you killed my spirit
how does it feel to see the walking dead
do i haunt you
the way you haunted meeh for years
there will be no tear shed for you
you will know how it feels
to have noone give a wink or a mention
for it to mean absolutely nothing
just the way it was for meeh
the night i died

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