nooneknewthedifference

It was the bruised child within who believed she could find love anywhere that she went

She was a beautiful girl far beyond her years

Both mentally, and physically

It was quite the plan despite its being destructive

What man would resist her large supple breasts

And grown woman ass

Her waist was small

And her attention span short

She only wanted part time love

Nothing she could feel anywhere other than between her legs.

It was quite the plan despite its being destructive

But it satisfied her temporary desires.

She was but a child and had not the slightest idea of what real love took

She loved the look on a mans face as he orgasmed

The way he would hold her tight til he got it all out

Or the way he would stroke her hair while she sucked the life out of his dick

She was selling herself short

If only she knew the worth of what she was giving away

The meaning was taken from her as a child

Love was but a word and sex had all the feeling

She was on cloud nine when she climaxed

And she only said “I love you” when she was done

She was discreet so she wasn’t labeled a trick

She was good at what she did and only gave it to those worthy of her black book

And when she got bored on Tuesday nights she would make the call

That love was guaranteed – she was too good to say no to

They came running, no hesitation

As she grew in age she remained that trapped little girl

Careful enough to never make one of her own

She didn’t know how to raise a woman

She knew what she was

She didn’t know how to raise a man

She knew what they did to her

She was just lost and no one knew the difference.