loveyouright

i met my angel on the other side of the crosswalk

it was all a bit unexpected

and in almost no time my life was laid there in his hands.

there were to be many moments between us

ones that would be critical

and others yet to be shared.

we never spoke of time limits

forevers and things like that

i suppose i assumed the end did not exist.

there is something to be said for those who assume, knowing the consequences

but i had always been a risk taker

and right now i stand bare naked and open.

i thought i knew just what i needed to know

you were all i wanted, needed

and i was going to give my all to that.

i put down my charts and organized not a thing

and let the universe take its course without my misdirection

and it was beautiful that way.

short lived, but how was i to ever see that coming

i had a lot of pride

pride that i could put aside in some instances, but had difficulties where it mattered.

sure you can fetch my medicine

but my battles are mine to fight

and the regrets began

if i could do it all over

i would have handed it all over to you first

before i took a crack at it before i shed a new tear.

i would have evaluated the people who surrounded meeh

and known better from the start

i would have been all there was.

i thought i already was

funny the way things look on this side of the glass

i love you

i was a coward not to say it to your face

but i loved you then

and i love you now

and maybe in the future

when the past decides to repeat itself

we can have this again

and i will love you right