gonefrommeeh

my midsummer nights dream is that you would be a little closer

i want to be able to feel your breath fall on my cheek

i no longer want to imagine and write

i want to say what i feel

what i am feeling

and what i cannot wait to feel again

but you are gone from meeh now

and all i have left to hold on to

are these midsummer nights dreams

of the time when you kissed meeh first

and the remnants of which were bruised on to my body

i was frantic as i search for a way for it not to show

im too to myself and this would blow meeh

but when i lie down at night as bare as the day i was brought into this world

i touch all the different parts of my body

and remember the way it felt when they were your hands

doing all the exploring

my long distance love

it only hurts because i cared too soon

too fast

for far too much

i only slept because they were your arms that held meeh

and now i am left with these midsummer nights dreams

dreams of laughter now drowned with silence

dreams of smiles clouded by the tears

and even now sleep eludes meeh

and soon these dreams will be nothing more than a faint memory

of what used to be

the summer will fade

and we will be left in the nakedness of winter

you will be gone from meeh

as though you never existed

and i will not try to remember you

the pain will be too great

for now i hold fast to these dreams

but i will not shed a tear once they are gone from meeh