when i'd wipe the condensation from you cheeks
and we'd joke about making it a group thing
you know over tea or something.
in all the pain that surrounded the times
it was better then
because at least i could see and touch your smile
i didnt have to rely on heart breaking memories of it.
they say remember the good times because they will get you through
...i beg to differ...
i have never been in so much pain as i am now.
i mean afterall
why voluntarily stick yourself in a universe of never agains and remember whens
it was better then because "never again" never crossed my mind
and the things i endure now would have never even entered into my imagination.
my eyes well up with tears with each inhalation
reminding meeh of the faces we made because the fumes had such a taste
there was a time when i wouldn't have wished that taste on anyone
but now i wish it on us
because at least then i could touch your hand and remind you that though they are the longest twelve minutes of our lives
they are yet twelve minutes alone
where are you now
i would give anything to touch your face and see you just one more time
but the last time was the hardest thing i have ever had to do
i lied when i said you can take my yesterday
...i need them...
as painful as they may be
only death can compare to being without you
je veux garder mes souvenirs parce que tu ne serais jamais a mere shadow of a thought
....or a remnant of what used to be
i dont say i love you
because you should already know
but perhaps i should have said it far more after
perhaps then you would have stayed a little while longer
to feel just a little more
and to fall a little bit harder
my life stopped for you
and stops again without you
not so sure what it is all for
but i miss you
i can say that much
i need you...
but i can learn strength
im cold without you...
but i can find some semblance of warmth
but i will never learn to breathe again
my soul rests with you
may they both rest in peace
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