moviesofourlove

some time has passed since i last visited

my thoughts are not all my own

though i have done some cleaning

there is still clutter here and there

im working on all that

but for now i will give you this

there is no sound but the pattering of the rain outside the window

the snow is gone from the trees now

they are cold and alone and as bare as my soul on this night

it never ceases to amaze meeh

how when so much of everything around meeh is changing

nothing really changes at all

every move is predictable

nothing that hasnt been done before

there is no emotion unfelt

we have been down this road

we know just where it will lead

how long it will take to get there

and what will be done once we reach

i have grown so much

and i never thought i would say it

but i have outgrown you - this

at this time of year there will be no picnics

or long strolls through Monet's garden

there will be no stopping to smell the roses

or snapping fotos of the newly discovered love

that has fallen upon the lucky

this is the time of reality

when vulnerabilities are exposed

and we discover if we can truly coexist

we are stripped bare and that bond is tested tried

and if we are lucky in the end

it will prove true

if we are ordinary, it will not

and we will travel that other road

if we will be broken

spring will do it before the first month passes

but for now

this is where we are

naked as the trees outside

with not even the snow to cover our imperfections

and while i love you still

i have never loved myself more

than i do at this very moment

and because of that i leave you where you stand

there will never be another you

my heart will forever whisper your name

and perhaps next winter

when i light the fireplace

the ambers will play the movies of our love